Sooo....

This Saturday, I'm meeting my brother for the FIRST time. I know about him, and I've talked to him a few times, but never met him. People are surprised with when I've told them this.
YES.
I have siblings.
On my dad's side.
I'm the youngest of six.

And I always thought I was the only kid since I was the only one in the house.
But that all changed when I started to see my brothers and sister a lot more.

BUT I have two brothers I've never met.
And I'm finally meeting the actual oldest. (Even though, my brother Donald says HE'S the oldest.)

I'm nervous and excited. I don't know what to expect. I've seen pictures of him, and he looks just like my dad just with red hair, blue eyes and freckles. It's weird looking at a picture and seeing my father in him. I'm ready to meet him. Hopefully, I can have some kind of both with him like I do with my other brothers and sister. Lets pray that when this day comes, it goes smoothly.

lets do this again!!!

so...

i think i gotta repeat myself...
when i write things on something that's going on the world or whatever....
it's gonna be MY OPINIONS!
it's what i think on the topic!
if you don't like it,

then DON'T read it!
don't IM on what you think isn't true or what you think at that matter cause it's not your BLOG!
it's MINE!
so save your bull shit for someone else that cares!
cause i ain't the one!

all right, now that i got that shit out the way.

the rest of my night was slightly boring...
had a class and now i'm home watching glee. =)

but when i walked into the door, mom was watching TMZ
and who did i see....

Mr. Christopher M. Brown....
doing dirty work....
looking like a convict *le sigh*
but he'll be okay though.
even though, 5 years prob. is gonna kill ya.
i've been on probation and it ain't fun!
so i feel his pain.
i really don't want to get into that issue, so that's all i have to say about him.
so, keep your head up baby boy!
i'mma pray for you!

and...i think that's it for the night...

yeah...i'm good =)

once again...

all right,

this is a new start.
maybe a new life...
a new view on the world.
reality and fake
i'll bring my opinions
to what's going on in this generation *roll eyes*

well first,
i wanna talk about the crazy fuckery that's going on with kanye
yes...
i know people are upset with him with this stint he did on VMAs towards taylor swift.
hate to say it,
but kanye...babe...you just made the girl MORE famous!
before, her fans were the country and white little girls and NOW, she's gonna be big with everyone..
BUT she hasn't made me a fan yet.
and won't be anytime soon!
i feel sorry for him though,
he really hasn't had a break since his mother's passing.
instead of him, working and doing what he does best...
he should have taken the time to grieve before coming back out with 808s and Heartbreak.
so i'm happy that he is going to take a break.
we don't NEED another black, FAMOUS person to be on the news for anything NEGATIVE!
chris, NOW kanye :(
they both need a big, warm, bear hug!

and these celebs are going off on this dude like crazy!
and the only one who really needs to go on somewhere is donald trump..
saying they need to boycott kanye's music?!
take your flock of seagulls wearing ass the fuck on somewhere!
this situation was taken out of control.

yes,
he embarrassed himself.

yes,
taylor didn't get her time to shine until bey bey won video of the year and brought her ass back up there.

BUT
kanye apologized and taylor forgave him.
soooooo...
get over it.

as for my life....
i'm doing great.
school and work.
working on my figure. =)
trying to get myself into a two-piece...again. =)
hopefully,
get a new tat.
still have to get mom her tat =)
hmm.
i'll be back....