it's my sister's birthday...

but it's just another day.
i really don't get a long with my sister.
my only sister....
as my mom says, it's jealousy.

i guess you can say it's because dad has always been there for me.
he was there from the conception til now.
and my sister only saw on him on the weekends or holidays.
so there was hatred between the two of us.
i thought that since she is my sister, we should get along.
we should love each other and she should look out for me because she is my big sister.

but guess what?
that didn't happen.
she didn't even acknowledge me as her sister.
and that hurts, but y'know what?
i moved on.
i don't let it bother me anymore.
she doesn't even call me or dad on our birthdays to wish us a happy birthday.
i don't know how to get a hold of her to wish her one, but y'know, i'm gonna wish her one.

happy birthday bitch and more to come!